The Heart's Journal

This is just a special place for me to share what's on my heart and mind...Where God speaks to my heart and I get all excited and fired up with his presence and I must write it down and share it with all of you hoping it will encourage you as well as it did for me... Not only I write down what God speaks to me about but I also write down what's just heavy on my heart too...Well I hope you all enjoy visiting the world of Andrea...

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I am a christian I love God and Jesus 247. I am a spiritual writer, a good person and a good friend, I love animals, I love my family and friends, also I'm great for encouragement, etc...

Friday, September 22

Just Wondering....

I know I probably ask this before but I must ask again...Does anyone read my blogs? Do you enjoy reading it? I'm just wondering because well if no one reads nor enjoys my blog I'll just delete it but if there are people that reads my postings and enjoy it I'll keep on going...I have this up for those that know me and wants to know how I'm doing and everything...Also for those that don't know me but would like to get to know me better too...I'm sorry guys I just wanted to know...I don't want to be boring or anything I want you guys to enjoy it! Well, thank you for reading and replying back! Hope you all are having a wonderful Friday!

Sunday, September 10

Got to Love Good Moments In Life!

Before I get started on this blog I wanted to say I am soo sorry again for being soo depressing and everything I just needed to pure out my heart and get all of this off my chest which it helped out a lot…And thank you for reading…Just to let you all know this is a positive good blog this time I promise!....Anyways my sister and my 2 little nieces (Kiara and Anna) came over earlier today…I just love those girls they always know how to make your day they take away all that grief and place it with nothing but love…And when your not feeling well they take that away too by making you forget you that were ill…They just make you feel loved, wanted, and needed…I have to say that’s one of my favorite blessings that God gave me…They are soo sweet!!!!! Oh yesterday my mom and I took dad out to Ryan’s because last Thursday was my dad’s B-day so we treat him…It was great we don’t get out very much because my poor dad’s health isn’t good…He been in the hospital like 2 times in a row last month because of different reasons…And he finally came home last Tuesday yay! I was soo happy that he came home and you know what he did for me? Okay on the next day I had to watch 3 kids my 2 nieces (Kiara and Anna) and my nephew (Trenton) for about 5 hrs. Well I had to go over my Grandma’s house because she was going to help me well my dad decided to come over too, to help…And he just got out of the hospital! What an awesome dad! I love him soo much again he is also one of my favorite blessings tooJ Got to love family!! Including your pets!! hehe...I love my 2 doggies Gabby and Xena oh and I love my 2 guinea pigs Anna and Lily they are all such sweet hearts! Oh by the way if you guys read that old posting about trying to find a home for those 6 guinea pig babies well I found them all good homes!! Yep both my guinea pigs had babies Lily had 4 and Annie and 2 I had a rough time finding homes for those babies...I wish I could of kept them but I didn't have the room nor money so yeah sadly I had to find them homes which I believe I found them good ones!! I miss them a lot but I'm happy to be back to the original guinea pigs that I got from the pet store...Well, I wanted to post a good blog this time because I felt soo bad from the last blog…Well, I’ll let you guys go thanks for listening! Hope you all have a wonderful day filled with God’s blessings and love! And thank you soo much to those that are praying for me that means a lot!

Confession of the Broken Heart

Confession of the broken heart, sounds like a good title for my blog I want to share you how my heart is doing maybe this will help me to release all the pressure that been kept inside my heart so long...Let's open the doors and see..

I am extremely struggling and fighting in this broken world...God and my relationship has been weaken greatly I been becoming distances from Him...I been hiding and denying that I love, need, and want my King...I been giving into this broken world letting it suck me right into the sins that surround me... I been believing in Satan’s lies…I just feel terrible God does so much for me he gives me so much but what do I give Him back complete sadness, hurt, failure, and disappointment....I do nothing for Him...Tell you the truth I do not feel like a Christian...I feel really dirty, empty, confused, frustrated, hurt, guilty, angry, lost, and defeated... My heart is broken into thousands of pieces and my soul is in a deep sleep wanting to wake up again for so long... My past is back hunting me causing a demon to come alive inside of me trying to corrupted me and destroying all the belief, life, love, and fire that I have for my God I’m fighting so hard to defeat this demon and the past... I don't know what to do...I'm just afraid I am going to get so deep into this broken world that I will not find a way back to God... I been praying and crying inside and out… I need to go back to church and I want to go back but the reason why I haven’t been going is for my mom she works 3rd shift and she never gets the sleep she needs on Sunday so I stopped going for her and plus my dad’s health isn’t good so he can’t take me…A church that is close by doesn’t even act like the church of God…It’s just people like to spread rumors, judge, compete….It just makes you feel unwelcome and unwanted….The other churches that are around I’m too afraid to go to them…I don’t know anyone sorry I don’t do good with changes…The big thing is I have learning disabilities and low confidence were I can’t read the Bible…I would try and I would pray asking the Lord to help me read his Word and to understand as much as possible well it doesn’t end up that way I can’t read it every word is so hard to read plus I don’t understand them…I get so frustrated were I break down and cry I feel so bad that one word is keeping me from reading God’s journal were I can learn more about Him and understand how wonderful God he truly is…I can’t go to the Library because well my parents don’t read and everything…. But sad to say I don’t like reading either because of getting so frustrated with the words that I can’t read…See when I can read things I don’t understand what I’m reading I need someone to read it to me or explain it to me for me to understand what the story or message is about…I hate that weakness…I’m sorry for the long depressing blog that I am writing I’m just so hurt…Please pray for me I need them….Thank you for listen and praying for me…I am so sorry again… I hope you guys are having a wonderful Sunday filled with God’s blessings and love! And hopefully the next blog I post is a positive one…

Tuesday, September 5

Please read this is important!

I know I haven't been doing very well of posting new blogs which I am really sorry there's been a lot going on at my home and everything else...But I would like you guys to take this time and read this please! It's really important to me and to others....

Here it goes...



A wonderful man that I just had soo much respect and love for has died this morning around 11am by a stingray...He was one of my greatest heroes and one of my favorites...His name is Steve Irwin now I know some of you think he's crazy and everything well let me tell you he was crazy, crazy for these animals that he loves...Just like how we are crazy for our God...He would do anything in his power to show the world how special, beautiful and important God's creatures truly are...He was doing God's will by loving, saving, and protecting these animals...He's like us we will put our lives on the line to serve our God well he did just that for God only he did it differently by caring for the animals...People don't realize how wonderful and important these creatures truly are...Please take a moment and pray for the Irwin family and friends they really need your thoughts and prayers specially from this terrible loss of Steve Irwin...And please pray for the animals as well...Steve you will be greatly missed and in my eyes and in others you are a great courageous man with a heart of gold and your one of our heroes....
Thank you for all that you have done for these animals...God Bless you Steve I know God is truly proud of you and I am too! And I know everyone else that just loves you are too!!

Tuesday, April 25

Hello

Hello everyone!!

I know it been a long time since I posted which I'm sorry...I been soo busy with school and everything else. Which by the way I only have 19 days until I graduate!! Sweet!! Any ways I was just wondering how many of you like to read my journal? Please leave a comment to let me know that you have read it and enjoy it...I'm just doing something different and plus I just wanted to see who likes to read these postings...Oh I talked in FCA about that episode of the shootings and stuff and everyone that came to FCA really liked it and really got involved with the decision which I was really happy...Well, thank you for reading and I hope you all are having a wonderful day filled with God's blessings and love!!

Thursday, March 16

Something Really Heavy On My Heart

I have something really special and important to tell you all...I think you all might be touched by it...Like last week I was watching one of my tv. shows well this episode was really intense it was about this kid getting teased and tormented everyday by everyone none stop well he brings a gun into the school he fired it but no one was hurt...He ran in the room with some students because they had a "code red" well the other students didn't know it was him well, he was keeping quite until a boy called that student a bad name and he pulled out the gun and hold these kids hostage...Well, he told them all about his heart how it's well really broken well that touched me because I knew exactly how he feels because well I went through it still am in some ways which I didn't think about harming anyone but myself through thats the only differences...But anyways he said this is really bad I have to point this gun at your faces order for you all to listen...But sadly at the end he end up shooting himself...episode truly touched my heart I was crying all through it...But after this show was over my heart was extremely heavy and it felt like God was speaking to me and telling me Andrea use this episode and yourself to reach out to others...So guess what? I listen to what my heart and the Lord had to say I went to Mr. Yoder and talk to him he advise me to go talk to this woman Miss. Beatty that is incharge of this new program that we started this year which is for bulling and I did...Both Miss Beatty and Mr. Yoder was really touched and they were really touched when I told them I want to share this and do something good with this...So I'm speaking in FCA about it and maybe next year I will come in and be a guess speaker to talk about it because well they wanted to get that clip of that eposide which you know they have to follow the laws so Miss Beatty believes she'll be able to get all this next year... I really want to do this I believe I need to do this because well I think this is one of my callings and also a big percentage of these shootings and suicides by teenagers is by them getting bulled...And I believe if you treat a person like a monster they soon become that monster...I believe if I shared my heart of what I experience and how much this means to me I could maybe help or save lives or even make them strongly think about it...I want to do this for God and his children that are struggling and hurting by others being soo mean to them...I'm going to take this stand and speak out and I'm going to let God take full control over me and on it... I'm going to let him guide me through this...I'm going to let him do what he needs and wants to do for his children by using me to do so...But anywas I wanted to share that...Well I'll let you all go, I hope you all having a wonderful day and week filled with God's blessings and love! Take care!

Andrea~

Friday, March 10

A HEART'S POEM...

A HEART’S POEM…

Wash away all my fears…
Wipe away all my tears…
Let it be clear that you are near me…
I don’t have to be afraid of ever losing you…
Allow me to praise and love you until the day and the night have ended…
Touch the world and let it melt into your own gentle hands…
Making all the dark become light, the dead becomes life, and the ugly turns into beauty….
Make the old stories turn into new stories…
The lost souls into found souls…
Lives are saved…
Our love and our Grace is eternal…

Saturday, February 25

Stay With God He'll Take Care of You!!

Satan pushes you off the cliff and you stop yourself from falling into his world of terror and torture...Then you become his slave for eternally…You are holding onto that edge for your life, soul, memories, faith, hope, etc…Your crying out praying and hoping that someone will come and rescue you…Your fears and your worries fogs up everything that you have in your heart that helps you to survive through ever day battles…
But, the one person, the only person that you want to save you is your precious Father…
The reason why your still hanging on that edge is because you know he will rescue you, you know that he loves you…And that he’s the true hero in your life…Basically what I’m trying to say is it does not matter what kind of battle, trail, test you are in it doesn’t matter how hard, stressful, confusing, frustrating it is…You still believe, you still trust, love, hope, care in that wonderful King that you have…God and his children have something really special in common and that is we both love each other…See God is always with us through the good and joyful times that we have and also through the bad and miserable times…And you know what? Even when we’re going through those times we are with him too…Like through the bad times were we are all struggling through some kind of battle we always turned to him because that faith, love, hope, trust that we have for him is always there always…Because when it comes to him and him placing that seed filled with all those wonderful strengths inside of us they will never die because those strength are real and pure…And we crave for those to grow and also we crave for God because he’s way more than the riches in the world like gold, treasure, money, jewelry, and chocolate…And I think that’s the reason why we don’t give up and just let go that edge because it’s so worth being with God the one that truly loves you and that gives you life, love, dreams, joy, hope, faith, freedom, imagination basically everything that the world can never give you…